We are about halfway through January (today is my brother's birthday) and I'm 10 days from turning a year older-EEEK!! Is it me...or is anyone else feeling a sense of uncertainty in the air? After Xmas, I thought I'd use the weeks into the New Year as a breather to relax and clear my mind to get some sense of direction and NOPE!! I didn't utilize my time to truly prirotize what needed to be done. I've sense recognized in order to not overwhelm myself nor feel disappointed when I don't complete a task...I'm taking it day by day-hence the meandering mention and so this...has been life lately!
One thing I have been doing with my time is finding peace in quiet mornings this Winter. It's DARK when I get up n yet there's a calmness in the house being still that I find joy with. I'm the mom who still watches her kids sleep; crazy habit I guess. Something bout them not moving their mouth that makes me happy, lol. My Musings have been ART!! I love coffee table books and get inspo from the visuals.
This has been contributing to my energy n optimism lately.
One thing I know how to do is REST!! Now that I've mastered that, lol...I want to also counter resting with movement. I've been kicking azz with doing Pilates up to twice a week. The only reason I'm not ready to upgrade my membership is becuz when its gets warm, I'll go back to once a week and include my daily walks. I must say, Pilates has been good to my body and it feels a great kickstart to the year.
This has been my momentum lately.
I am an expert at being a specialist at Window Shopping!! Yall know #Nordies is my refuge and whether I'm picking up an order or roaming empty handed, I find peace amongst my favorite department store. I do this for yall, lol n also allows me to build relationships with my SA's who keep me posted on what's coming and exclusive offers.
This reminds me, I got clothes at home lately.
**cue Sexxy Redd** I said HOOOOOOO BABY, lol, I ain't got much to talk about here as of now haha so I'll leave it there.
This has me open to possibilities lately.
This month I've been feeling good. Still having random moments of grief. Dreams of my grandma as if she's still amongst the living and coming across a pic of us when I scroll up in my camera roll...I'm ok! No really. I feel a greater calling on my life and finding out WHAT that is has yet to be revealed yet I know with striving to self-master day by day-it'll come. I have goals, dreams and aspirations I'm looking forward to create, obtain and even change as I get closer to them. I said all that to say...if you're in the mode of WTF am I doin and aimlessly walkin around in a daze...meandering-ur not alone! Don't feel like becuz it's the fresh start of the month you've gotta squeeze everything in or act on the energy to go go go right now. EVERYONE has this burst of liveliness that seems to fade by February.
We can make all the resolutions we want but time will tell the ones who hold true through consistency, determination and willpower. I am still trying to figure out my theme to drop for my birthday and I wanna take my time with it so it can be an organic thought. I want nothing forced and only what's meant to be mine-lately!
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